It is slowly beginning to dawn on me how blessed I am for still having the desire, and drive to continue to work on a lifelong dream of mine, singing!! After so many years of letting my music go for the sake of ministry (24years), it was rather shocking to me to discover that the drive as well as the desire was still there, God had preserved it for another season i guess, I have a couple of diehard friends who have always been involved in the music business in a big way..i was shocked to learn that both had decided to in a sense retire from actively performing, both are non-christians....after that realization set in I began to examine my own life, and discovered something that I had never had to face.....God had given me what I needed at this late stage in my life to continue the journey, and im finding that it is incredible to be in the position im in , my prayers have been answered 1000%..."Lord give me the fortitude to endure"...so much I could say about this situation but i will close with this.....DONT BE AFRAID TO DREAM A CRAZY DREAM, IF YOU CAN SEE IT, YOU CAN BE IT........GOD IS GOOD!!!